I know its been a long time since I updated this thing

My mom? well they have run a battery of tests and determined that she doesn't have cancer. They do not know whats wrong with her just that its not cancer. Ahhh the miracles of modern science

I can't seem to get motivated about work I just haven't the motivation or ambition .

Even this blog entry is rapidly descending into shit, so lucky you few who chose to read it

well I am still alive so that's something

see ya