Should I shut this blog off?
I know I haven't written any thing in a while so god knows why any one would bother looking in here anymore.
I have not known what to write like most people I do not enjoy looking like a fool and everything I write about the Irish chick makes me look like a fool.
She has done it to me again and I will say never again and then I will make myself a liar again and I will Look the fool again.
again and again and again
My mother is doing okay she definitely has health problems but no one can say what they are regardless of how many tests she has, so I suppose no news is good news or at least that is the way it is working out.
So does anyone actually look in here anymore and should I continue or to be more accurate start writing again
I know I haven't written any thing in a while so god knows why any one would bother looking in here anymore.
I have not known what to write like most people I do not enjoy looking like a fool and everything I write about the Irish chick makes me look like a fool.
She has done it to me again and I will say never again and then I will make myself a liar again and I will Look the fool again.
again and again and again
My mother is doing okay she definitely has health problems but no one can say what they are regardless of how many tests she has, so I suppose no news is good news or at least that is the way it is working out.
So does anyone actually look in here anymore and should I continue or to be more accurate start writing again
posted by razorbeck at 6:18 a.m.
3 Comments:
Keep writing we've missed you :)
Life is living, making decisions, making mistakes, its all part of the experience
I hope you keep writing. I check in from time to time to see how you are doing. You don't know me but I have been reading your blog for quite some time. Found you via Christine's blog a long time ago. I just ended a dysfunctional relationship that went five years too long. I understand the feeling like a "fool" unfortunately but there is always a lesson to learn from mistakes we make. Please don't beat yourself up over it. We all want to love and be loved. Be kind to yourself.
Whatever you decide, I am rooting for you.
Cindi
I know what you're saying. You blog that you're back together and happy followed by she fucked you over and you're unhappy and back and forth it goes. Bad love is like that and it is oh so hard to get out of. I seem to jump out of the frying pan into the fire no matter who I think is right for me. You'll know when you've had enough. You just won't care all that much anymore.
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