Sunday, November 26, 2006

Hi Everybody

well here's my little whine for the day

it is the end of November and work is not fun

I should be going in to work and be looking for something for the boys to do. I should be having lazy hazy days but instead I am having crazy days. Instead of spending my time looking for work for the boys I'm spending my days looking for boys for the work.

I don't know I don't think should have bothered bloging not much in the mood for it but I either should start again or give it up entirely, LOL I don't think many would notice if I did either.

anyways maybe I should go back and relate some more of my childhood but in all reality my life is pretty boring....Just the way I like it!

razors back

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Here is something I stole off an e-mail which is weird cause it says send to women you know and I am by no means a female

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A feeling of control over her destiny...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... How to fall in love without losing herself

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... When to try harder ... and WHEN TO WALK AWAY...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... That she can't change The length of her calves,The width of her hips, or The nature of her parents...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... That her childhood may not have been perfect... but; it's over...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... What she would and Wouldn't Do for love or more...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... How to live alone...even if she doesn't like it...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... Whom she can trust, whom she can't,And why she shouldn't take it personally...

"why" you ask would I post this. well I think they were written by men, Cause if the Irish Chick could follow this she would be happier and so would I.

I didnt have a fairey tale child hood but i lived through it and am stronger because of it and while it may colour my past and future it is not biggest part of me. it doesnt consume me or rule my life

Chris asked why i don't just ask the Iish Chick if she wants to see me, I have and the answer is forever changing and the closer it comes time to happen the more likely it is to be no. if i go i will just book a flight and a bed and breakfast and tell her where i am and she can decide after that.

I have made other freinds from visits there and i like the country maybe this time i will even make it to dublin though i hear its expensive

ahh well lifes for the living

Monday, November 20, 2006

Hello Everybody

okay so its time I updated this thing I just checked and the milk I left in the back now looks like cottage cheese, so you know that can't be good

lets hit the high lights, the Irish chick? Well nothing has really changed. There are some good days and some bad ones and I have just come to accept it. I would like to say I still have my heart invested fully in this relationship but I have to admit I don't. There have been too many pull backs, too many break ups and too much fighting. I know many of you can relate to this, too many times when things are going well and we are getting along she has to introduce some kind of drama and put some distance back into the relationship, which would be fine except then she complains about the distance. You women is just to damn confusing to us simple men folk. I know what I want and I focus on being where I want to be, not on what was or might have been. The past is history leave it there as you cant do anything about it anyway.

work is still going completely nuts though I have managed to cut back to 70 hours a week. This is the second busiest year in company history and it just keeps going, it may well turn out to be the busiest ever. So while the money is nice and we needed it after a few lean years its very tiring and I feel like I could sleep for a month.

Vacation, oh god yes please, now and often. Okay I know everybody is overworked and underpaid but well I AM LOL so here is you chance to stick your nose into my life and possible have a say

for vacation should I :

A) drive down to Arizona and spend a month golfing and living like a parasite off my parent for a month (no I'm not cheap they actually enjoy my company and my mom is the best cook in the world, isn't everybody's?)

B) fly over to Ireland for a month and maybe see the Irish chick, there are no guarantees she will agree to see me and I don't go anywhere I am not invited. Which means I would become a tourist LOL and no I would not go her house with out being asked I'm not a stalker

C) stay at home for a month and do absolutely nothing. If the Irish chick doesn't want to see me this would actually be my preferred vacation but for some reason they always find a reason to call me into work and spoil my time off so its not really an option

so there you go 1 update duly noted and entered and I even included a poll where you get to have a say in my life whether I want you to or not !!!!

seriously enter your vote in the comments section and like any politician I will duly ignore the Constituents opinion in place of my own LOL!

see ya
razors back